Have you ever wanted someone for three years? Every time you get close you are forced to leave from the amount that all your efforts and attention are being ignored and dismissed. I hate being put along like that but I cannot help myself. It’s like I tell myself that I’ll never go back, but as soon as she comes back it’s as if I didn’t think that at all. I want her that much. I drove so far just to see her for a day, sometimes I feel as if all my efforts are useless and she only likes me until something better comes along. That isn’t right… I just wish it would stay the way it should be.. But every time I get comfortable she leaves, it confuses the heck out of me and I’m stuck thinking of what could have been.